Monday, February 23, 2009

I wonder...

I wonder why I force myself to be in a complicated situation...
I wonder why do I surround myself into a nameless crowd, but the only people I know still see me as a unforeseen shadow...
I wonder why I become so lame that I find myself looking for unrealistic truth...
I wonder if i push myself too hard...
I wonder if i try to become someone...
I wonder if Creating a new Me changes me...
I wonder if the ex's that break my heart, make me mend myself back into reality...
I wonder if i can balance the meaning of being a dreamer and a realist...
I wonder if...


I wonder is what always comes into my mind...
It's an everyday puzzle that makes me figure out if I do challenge myself to be more me, to be more realistic, strong and compassionate about the world I lay my feet in....
It's actually a long list of I wonder's...
I just selected the kinda important ones...
The ones I know that can give me results which can give me a big smack in the head...

I also wonder if being GAY is one of the things that make me puzzled bout my life...
It still hasn't sink in being a BISEXUAL/GAY man... pero i do act like one but is it really meant for me...

Argh! I'm still confused with the meaning of FINDING REALITY!
It's like already there in front of me pero still perplexed and then it's still feels complicated much that I can't grab the true meaning of reality...


I need a teacher...
I need a Mentor...
I need God...
I need someone to teach me some things i don't know about....


I NEED TO REDEEM MYSELF FROM THIS DRAMA!
I NEED TO WAKE UP!

Slumdog Millionaire wins eight Academy Awards including Best Picture.

Upon watching the much awaited 81st Academy Awards...

All that i can say is that the Oscars really amazed me this year,
ang ganda ng ibang presentations nila especially the set and all pero what bores me lang is how they present the Awards...

and what brought me to shock was Hugh jackman Singing well we all know he sings everysince his singing stint in "Happy Feet", pero it surpassed naman hehe! he does sing good especially in the medley pero hindi siya pede pang hip-hop dancer haha! evenr thoug he danced good...

pero it is a spectacular event except for the FASHION ALERTS!

i mean maganda din ang mga suot nila pero there are other dresses that are lame and all ung iba naman we're good pero napasobra sa design and texture ng damit, pero outstanding parin sa akin si Brangelina! i swear all hail the king and queen of the event!

hay anyways i got this review from the net about the event
From Associated Press

'Slumdog' rules Oscars with 8 prizes including Best Picture
Sunday, February 22, 2009 9:25:00 PM PT, Associated Press



LOS ANGELES – "Slumdog Millionaire" took the best-picture Academy Award and seven other Oscars on Sunday, including director for Danny Boyle, whose ghetto-to-glory story paralleled the film's unlikely rise to Hollywood's summit.

The other top winners: Kate Winslet, best actress for the Holocaust-themed drama "The Reader"; Sean Penn, best actor for the title role of "Milk"; Heath Ledger, supporting actor for "The Dark Knight"; and Penelope Cruz, supporting actress for "Vicky Cristina Barcelona."

A story of hope amid squalor in Mumbai, India, "Slumdog Millionaire" came in with 10 nominations, its eight wins including adapted screenplay, cinematography, editing and both music Oscars (score and song).

"Just to say to Mumbai, all of you who helped us make the film and all of those of you who didn't, thank you very much. You dwarf even this guy," Boyle said, holding up his directing Oscar.

The filmmakers accepted the best-picture trophy surrounded by both the adult professional actors who appeared among the cast of relative unknowns and some of the children Boyle cast from the slums of Mumbai.

The film follows the travails and triumphs of Jamal, an orphan who artfully dodges a criminal gang that mutilates children to make them more pitiable beggars. Jamal witnesses his mother's violent death, endures police torture and struggles with betrayal by his brother, while single-mindedly hoping to reunite with the lost love of his childhood.

Fate rewards Jamal, whose story unfolds through flashbacks as he recalls how he came to know the answers that made him a champion on India's version of "Who Wants to Be a Millionaire."

As he took the stage to accept his prize for playing slain gay-rights pioneer Harvey Milk, Penn gleefully told the crowd: "You commie, homo-loving sons of guns."

He followed with condemnation of anti-gay protesters who demonstrated near the Oscar site and comments about California's recent vote to ban gay marriage.

"For those who saw the signs of hatred as our cars drove in tonight, I think it's a good time for those who voted for the ban against gay marriage to sit and reflect on their great shame and their shame in their grandchildren's eyes if they continue that support," Penn said. "We've got to have equal rights for everyone."

For his demented reinvention of Batman villain the Joker, Ledger became only the second actor ever to win posthumously, his triumph coming exactly 13 months after his death from an accidental overdose of prescription drugs.

His Oscar for the Warner Bros. blockbuster was accepted by Ledger's parents and sister on behalf of the actor's 3-year-old daughter, Matilda.

"I have to say this is ever so humbling, just being amongst such wonderful people in such a wonderful industry," said his father, Kim Ledger. "We'd like to thank the academy for recognizing our son's amazing work, Warner Bros., and Christopher Nolan in particular for allowing Heath the creative license to develop and explore this crazy Joker character."

Since his death, the 28-year-old Ledger has gained a mythic aura akin to James Dean, another rising star who died well before his time.

The Joker was his final completed role, a casting choice that initially drew scorn from fans who thought Ledger would not be up to the task given Jack Nicholson's gleefully campy rendition of the character in 1989's "Batman."

In the months before Ledger's death, buzz on his wickedly chaotic performance swelled as marketing for the movie centered on the Joker and the perverted clown makeup he hid behind.

Ledger's death fanned a frenzy of anticipation for "The Dark Knight," which had a record $158.4 million opening weekend last summer.

The previous posthumous Oscar recipient was Peter Finch, who won best actor for 1976's "Network" two months after his death.

Cruz triumphed as a woman in a steamy three-way affair with her ex-husband and an American woman in Woody Allen's romance.

"Has anybody ever fainted here? Because I might be the first one," Cruz said, who went on with warm thanks to Allen. "Thank you, Woody, for trusting me with this beautiful character. Thank you for having written all these years some of the greatest characters for women."

"OK, that fainting thing, Penelope," Winslet joked later as she accepted her best-actress prize for "The Reader," in which she plays a former concentration camp guard in an affair with a teen. "I'd be lying if I haven't made a version of this speech before. I think I was probably 8 years old and staring into the bathroom mirror, and this would be a shampoo bottle. But it's not a shampoo bottle now."

It was Winslet's first win after five previous losses.

"Slumdog" writer Simon Beaufoy, who adapted the script from Vikas Swarup's novel "Q&A," said there are places he never could imagine being.

"For me, it's the moon, the South Pole, the Miss World podium, and here," Beaufoy said.

The epic love story "The Curious Case of Benjamin Button," which led with 13 nominations, had three wins, for visual effects, art direction and makeup.

"The Dark Knight" had a second win, for sound editing.

"Milk" writer Dustin Lance Black offered an impassioned tribute to Milk.

"If Harvey had not been taken from us 30 years ago, I think he would want me to say to all the gay and lesbian kids out there tonight who have been told they are less than by the churches, by the government, by their families, that you are beautiful, wonderful creatures of value, and that no matter what anyone tells you, God does love you and that very soon, I promise you, you will have equal rights, federally, across this great nation of ours," Black said.

"Man on Wire," James Marsh's examination of tight-rope walker Philippe Petit's dazzling stroll between the towers of the World Trade Center in 1974, was chosen as best documentary.

The acting categories were presented by five past winners of the same awards, among them last year's actress winners, Marion Cotillard and Tilda Swinton, plus Halle Berry, Nicole Kidman, Kevin Kline, Sophia Loren, Anthony Hopkins, Shirley MacLaine and Robert De Niro.

It was a much different style for the Oscars as each past recipient offered personal tributes to one of the nominees, without clips of the nominated performances. Awards usually are done in chit-chat style between a couple of celebrity presenters.

After last year's Oscars delivered their worst TV ratings ever, producers this time aimed to liven up the show with some surprises and new ways of presenting awards. Rather than hiring a comedian such as past hosts Jon Stewart or Chris Rock, the producers went with actor and song-and-dance man Hugh Jackman, who has been host of Broadway's Tony Awards.

Instead of the usual standup routine, Jackman did an engaging musical number to open the show, saluting nominated films with a clever tribute.

Jackman later did a medley staged by his "Australia" director Baz Luhrmann with such performers as Beyonce Knowles and "High School Musical" stars Vanessa Hudgens and Zac Efron.

"Slumdog Millionaire" went into the evening after a run of prizes from earlier film honors.

The film nearly got lost in the shuffle as Warner Bros. folded its art-house banner, Warner Independent, which had been slated to distribute "Slumdog Millionaire." It was rescued from the direct-to-video scrap heap when Fox Searchlight stepped in to release the film.

"Slumdog" composer A.R. Rahman, a dual Oscar winner for the score and song, said the movie was about "optimism and the power of hope."

"All my life, I've had a choice of hate and love," Rahman said. "I chose love, and I'm here.



I really applaud the film-makers of today for their outstanding pieces...
well even though my predicted winners didn't won..pero i'm still happy that the unexpected winners we're the Gold Stars of the evening..

Congratulations to:


Best Picture - Slumdog Millionaire - i knew it that they were going to win...
Best Foreign Film - Depatures (Japan)

Best Documentary Film - Man on the Wire



Best Animated Film - WALL-E - hihi i knew it too ang ganda din ksi ng movie


Best Directory - Danny Boyle


Best Actor - Sean Penn - who also delivered a wonderful speech bout the Prop 8. and was an emotional win


Best Actress - Kate Winslet - even though my bet was Meryl Streep it's okay narin hihi


Best Actor in a Supporting role - Heath Ledger - OMG! this led me to tears i mean it was also an emotional win for Heath, if he was there it would really be a Standing ovation..


Best Actress in a Supporting Role - Penelope Cruz - haha! i loved her speech..



Best Writing - Original Screenplay - Dustin Lance Black (Milk)


Best Writing - Adaptating Screenplay - Simon Beaufoy (Slumdog Millionaire)


Jean Hersolt Award - Jerry Lewis

ang daming awards pero i'll give you the link of The list of Nominees and Winners


Anyways Hands-Down to Slumdog Millionaire for winning 8 awards
Well the story itself speaks for the Film and even though i haven't watched it yet it may be on of the Best Pictures the Academy has seen Congratulations to you and to the winners of the event


cheerio lads!
xoxo

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ayun nga so i just opened my deviantART account after my one year no activity haha! i've decided to include my newly edited photos to my site.. so ayun nga and then i saw a bold faced message saying that i have 23? messages

and when i opened them uhmm there some few messages bout some contests in deviantART siguro mga 6 lang haha! and then i recieved some comments siguro 2 lang haha! and liked my art haha!

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hay godbless you all :)


Sunday, February 22, 2009

Landscape Shots...

What i was doing for the past 2 hours or so...

Credits to Picnik.com for giving me good results sa mga edits ko hihi

Feeling Photog. na ako haha!






Photography is... a reality so subtle that it becomes more real than reality-- Alfred Stieglitz


do enjoy...

Paano kaya iniimport ang ibang photos from Multiply to Blogspot hmm?

Anyways cherrio lads!
xoxo

Remembering my Past... STUPID ACTIONS rather...

Ayun third blog of the day and i've remembered something na pinadala ng EX ko before...

Email bout Some Stupid THING i was suppose to be doing..

Yeah it's about Suicide *how sadistic i must be these days...

anyways siyempre i always think my actions pero it's a good thing i didn't initiate any dumb-ass thing...

pero here is what the email speaks:

Subject: SUICIDE GUIDELINES

> :) Mga Dapat Tandaan Bago Mag-suicide:

Bago ang lahat, alamin muna ang tamang dahilan ng pagsu-sucide..

Kung ang problema mo ay dahil lang sa iniwan ka ng minamahal mo, di k dapat

magpatiwakal! Hello?! Ang mundo ay tambak ng mga tao na pwede mong

mahalin kya di ka dpat mwalan ng pagasa.

Ngunit kung desidido ka na sa gagawin mo at sa tingin mo ay meron

kng tamang dahilan pra gawin ito, ang sunod mong gagawin ay ang pagpili ng

paraan nito. Ang mga popular na paraan ay ang pagbigti, paginom ng

lason, paglaslas, pagbaril sa sarili at pagpigil ng hininga.

(Note: 1. tandaan na maari k png mabuhay pag nagkamali ka sa

pagsasagawa ng mga nabanggit, kaya pumili lamang ng isa na hiyang sau.)

(Note: 2. Alalahaning dyahe kung pagtitinginan ng mga tao ang mukha mo sa ataul na muka kng dehydrated na langaw.)

Sumulat ng suicide note. Eto ang exciting! dito mo pedeng sisihin lahat ng tao, at wla clang magagawa! Sbhin mo na di mo gus2ng tapusin ang iyong buhay kaso lng badtrip clang lahat! Pero wag ding kalimutang humingi ng tawad sa bandang huli pra mas cool.

(Note: Tandaan n importanteng gumawa ng suicide note pra malaman ng tao na ngsuicide k at hndi na-murder! Sa ganitong paraan maiiwasan ng PNP ang pagkuha sa kalye ng kahit sinong tambay pra gawing suspect.)

Pumili ng themesong. Banggitin ang iyong special request sa suicide note at ibilin na patugtugin sa libing.

(Note: Iwasan ang mga kanta ng Salbakutah! Jologs!! Dapat mejo mellow at meaningful.. para gayahin ng iba!)

Isulat ng maayos ang suicide note. Print. Iwasan ang bura. Lagdaan.

(Note: Ilagay ang suicide note sa lugar kung saan madaling makita. Idikit sa noo!)

Planuhin ang isusuot. Isang beses k lng mamatay kaya dpat memorable ang get-up. Pumili ng telang di umuurong o makati sa katawan.

Magpareserve ng de-kalidad n kabaong. Maganda ang kulay n puti, mukang komportable. Huwag magtipid.

Pumili narin ng magandang pwesto sa sementeryo.

Pumili ng di masikip.

(Note: Kung ikw ay nabibilang sa Year of the rat, Dragon, rabbit, tiger, beef or monster. Wag na mamili ng lilibingan sapagkat ang mga

nabibilang sa taon n e2 ay dpat i-cremate at gawing foot powder,, pra gumaan ang pasok ng pera sa mga naiwan.)

Itaon ang araw ng iyong pagsu-suicide sa ung fav. no. sa calendar pra masaya!

Kung naplano mo na lhat-lhat, Magisip ng mabuti at paulit-ulit! Isipin na ang gagawin mo ay hndi kanais-nais at lubhang makasalanan! Pero pag desidido ka talaga...

Good luck! @ tsaka paparty ka na rin muna before ka magpatiwakal ng me maganda ka ring memory na iiwan sa mga friends and family mo. gawin mo nang bongga ; wag kuripot. make sure na me mga cute na bisita para sa mga single friends mo, ng me nagawa ka namang kapakipakinabang before ka nadedo. at least pag me nagkatuluyan maalala ka nila, like ay oo, si ano - we met the day before sya nagsuicide. bongga yung party nun!

Mag invite ka ng bands - ay nako, kung me balak ka mag suicide, mag ipon ka na. im sure mahal na talent fee ng Hale kung gusto mo cla tugtog The Day You Said Goodnyt sa burol mo.

And oo, make sure ding masarap ang kape sa burol a! tsaka pwe de wag na tetra pack na juice? pwede punch na lang? tapos ano, wag na bicuit-biscuit lang, gawin mo ref cake. masarap yun. better yet, blueberry cheesecake! tapos, tuna carbonara, nachos and garlic dip, pizza, chicken, ano pa? don't forget the drinks! mahaba-habng inuman to! gawin mo parang fiesta, one of a kind!

Eto, suggestion, lagyan mo ng theme - pwedeng horror, o fantasy - imagine naka costume mga pupunta sa burol mo? bongga di ba!?

o ano, excited ka na?


hmm? ready ka na? go lang...

Should I?




Should I Audition or not?

Well Yeah it's at Friday the 27th of February pero the problem is i have class on friday... pfft... should i take the risk or not? well yeah sayang din kung hindi ako sumali me and Kuya pa naman are planning to join haha!

Bahala na Si Batman!

81st Academy Awards


Yipee!

Tom. Live @ ABS-CBN at 9:45am??? i'm not sure though

they'll be featuring of course the annual 81st Academy Awards or The Oscars...

I'm so Excited!

Here's an Excerpt from Wikipedia


The 81st Academy Awards ceremony will be held by the Academy of Motion Picture Arts and Sciences to honor its selection of the best films of 2008. It is scheduled for Sunday, February 22, 2009, at the Kodak Theatre in Los Angeles, California. The ceremony will be televised in the United States on ABC. Australian performer Hugh Jackman is set to host the ceremony for the first time. Academy Award-nominated producer Laurence Mark has been tapped to produce and Academy Award-winning writer/director Bill Condon to executive-produce. The Curious Case of Benjamin Button leads the nominations with a total of 13. Slumdog Millionaire received ten, The Dark Knight and Milk received eight, and Doubt, The Reader, and Frost/Nixon each received five. The animated film WALL·E received six, tying it with Beauty and The Beast for the most nominated animated film in Oscar history.

The Academy hopes to rework the ceremony through an entirely new production team sworn to secrecy. The ceremony has received recent controversies prior to its broadcast, most notably the Academy's alleged snubbing of films such as The Dark Knight and Doubt, threats from a possible Screen Actors Guild strike, and fear of the Oscar telecast's recent low viewership.



AND HERE ARE THE MAJOR NOMINATIONS:


Best Picture
• The Curious Case of Benjamin Button
• Frost/Nixon
• Milk
• The Reader
• Slumdog Millionaire
Best Director
• David Fincher - The Curious Case of Benjamin Button
• Danny Boyle - Slumdog Millionaire
• Stephen Daldry - The Reader
• Ron Howard – Frost/Nixon
• Gus Van Sant – Milk
Best Actor
• Richard Jenkins – The Visitor
• Frank Langella – Frost/Nixon
• Sean Penn – Milk
• Brad Pitt – The Curious Case of Benjamin Button
• Mickey Rourke – The Wrestler
Best Actress
• Anne Hathaway – Rachel Getting Married
• Angelina Jolie - Changeling
• Melissa Leo – Frozen River
• Meryl Streep – Doubt
• Kate Winslet – The Reader
Best Supporting Actor
• Josh Brolin – Milk
• Robert Downey, Jr. – Tropic Thunder
• Philip Seymour Hoffman – Doubt
• Heath Ledger – The Dark Knight
• Michael Shannon – Revolutionary Road
Best Supporting Actress
• Amy Adams – Doubt
• Penélope Cruz – Vicky Cristina Barcelona
• Viola Davis – Doubt
• Taraji P. Henson – The Curious Case of Benjamin Button
• Marisa Tomei – The Wrestler
Best Original Screenplay
• WALL-E – Andrew Stanton, Jim Reardon and Pete Docter
• Happy-Go-Lucky – Mike Leigh
• Frozen River – Courtney Hunt
• In Bruges – Martin McDonagh
• Milk – Dustin Lance Black
Best Adapted Screenplay
• The Curious Case of Benjamin Button – Eric Roth and Robin Swicord
• Frost/Nixon – Peter Morgan
• The Reader – David Hare
• Slumdog Millionaire – Simon Beaufoy
• Doubt – John Patrick Shanley
Best Animated Feature
• Bolt – Chris Williams and Byron Howard
• Kung Fu Panda – Mark Osborne and John Stevenson
• WALL-E – Andrew Stanton
Best Foreign Language Film
• Revanche (Austria) in German – Götz Spielmann
• The Class (France) in French – Laurent Cantet
• The Baader Meinhof Complex (Germany) in German – Uli Edel
• Departures (Japan) in Japanese – Yojiro Takita
• Waltz with Bashir (Israel) in Hebrew – Ari Folman



There You Go I Hope my lucky Guess Winners would go home happy...

let's start blogging

"hello hello?"

"mic test..."

'is this thing on?"

anyways!

sup? y'all! this is my first entry here in blogspot so Hurray! for me, haha! such a loser! anyways i was forced by Photoblogger to make a account on blogspot haha! peace peace bro. anyways i'm glad to be here... so i hope that my blog goes well..

moving on... so uhm why "Buddha in the Making" hmm well actually this is an extension of my plurk account so if you guys have plurk please do add me up .Buddha in the Making. is my account haha so anyways i'll end my blogging moment here...

so i'll leave you all muna BREAK MUNA!

xoxo
naenae